The Hardest Fall
Quotes from the Book
I don’t have a home to go back to anymore, Rose.” I stopped, but didn’t look at him. “You’re my home,” he finished.
I want to be that person to you, Rose. I want to be the person you lean on. You and I, we’re the same. We have no one but each other. You’ll lean on me and I’ll do the same. We’ll learn how. We’re in this together.
I’m right here, Rose,” he whispered, his rough voice washing over me like a caress that fired something up inside me. “I might not be what you wanted or needed, but you got me anyway. I’m right here.
That's how the universe works: it gives you the one thing you said you'd never want.
Your heart always has a home with me, Rose. No matter what, never forget that.
You're the only women I want to go to sleep holding on to and wake up next to, Rose Hawthorne. I will never leave you. I will will never forget you.
When I felt his lips against my temple, I closed my eyes. "you're breaking my heart, baby, trying to hold on to something that should've never been. sign the divorce papers, Rose, Please." "I won't," I whispered. "why?" he asked again. "I won't.
You said we could try and see if there is something there. I’m being bold and saying there is something there. I thought you’d put up a big fight and deny liking me.” “Why would I do that when all I want is you? I want us to stop pretending too.
I smiled down at her, but she missed it.
That just happened, right? You want to ... you want us to date? As in be boyfriend and girlfriend?" He gave me a long look, "More like husband and wife, don't you think?
We’ll learn how. We’re in this together.
Ah, aren’t you gonna…” He met my eyes. “Am I gonna…what?” I was an idiot. “Your sleeves…you always roll them up.” I was a gigantic idiot, but…it was always one of the highlights of my day, so why should I have to suffer just because he forgot about it? It was my daily forearm porn, and I had started to look forward to it.
For anyone who has ever felt like they didn’t belong.
I was expecting him to ask me his favorite question: What’s wrong with you?
You and I. It’s always you and I from now on.
Why did I always feel so safe when he was near me?
Being married to Jack Hawthorne had turned out to have its own advantages—apart from the broody eye candy and the almost daily arm porn, I mean.
Rose.” One word, my name, which had gained a new meaning lately. It meant no.
Even your quiet I love.
I sighed and looked up so I could meet his gaze. “I can’t believe I’m saying this, but I think I’m actually starting to consider keeping you around as my husband, permanently, Jack. I’m really liking these compliments so far, but I’m warning you, you can’t blame me when all these pretty words start to go to my head.
We’re married, Rose. My donation is in both of our names. Let me do this.” I heard his unspoken words as if he had spoken out loud. For you. Let me do this for you.
Are you gonna die?" His question was too much of a contradiction with the tone of his voice and his warm hand resting on my cheek, which was why I couldn't find my words for a moment. "Did the doctor say anything like that? Is it not treatable? If that's the case, let's sit down and cry together and break things.
I don't have a home to go back to anymore, Rose." I stopped, but didn't look at him. "You're my home," he finished.
You’re the only woman I want to go to sleep holding on to and wake up next to, Rose Hawthorne. I will never leave you. I will never forget you.
After all, I was Rose, and he was Jack. We were doomed from the very beginning with those names. You know… the Titanic and all that.
I might not be what you wanted or needed, but you got me anyway. I’m right here.
I’m pushing you?” I took a step down the stairs. “I didn’t say a thing.” “Don’t come down here, Rose.” I paused. “I’m pushing you?” I started again. “How about you coming into my room and staring at me like that?” “How did I—never mind. I’m waiting for you downstairs. I don’t trust you.
Did you know?
- The novel was originally self-published by Ella Maise on May 8, 2019.
- It is written in dual first-person perspective, alternating between Rose and Jack.
- Simon & Schuster released a wider print edition of the book in 2022.
- The story is a standalone, not part of a series.
- The book leans on the marriage-of-convenience and grumpy-sunshine romance tropes.
About Ella Maise
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The Hardest Fall
About the book
"Marriage for One" is a contemporary romance by Ella Maise, first self-published in May 2019. It follows Rose, a young woman who dreams of opening her own coffee shop, and Jack Hawthorne, a wealthy, perpetually frowning lawyer, who agree to a marriage of convenience: a two-year arrangement that benefits them both as a business transaction. Told in dual perspectives, the novel traces how two strangers bound by a contract slowly let real feeling slip past their guard.
At its heart the book is a slow-burn, grumpy-meets-sunshine romance built around forced proximity. Its themes turn on trust, loneliness, and the difference between performing intimacy and actually risking the heart, as Rose's openness gradually thaws the closed-off Jack while a secret behind his motives complicates what they are building. Domestic small moments and miscommunication drive the emotional arc more than external plot.
The novel became a word-of-mouth hit in the contemporary romance community and remains one of Ella Maise's most popular titles, later picked up for a wider print release by Simon & Schuster in 2022. Reviews praised the tender grumpy-sunshine dynamic and the swoony slow burn, while some readers found the lengthy page count and the secret-keeping premise divisive.
Key characters
- RoseOptimistic heroine who dreams of opening her own coffee shop
- Jack HawthorneWealthy, brooding lawyer who proposes the marriage arrangement
Book details
- First published
- 2019
- Length
- 520 pages
- Reading time
- 19 hours
- Author
- Ella Maise
- Genre
- Romance
- Goodreads rating
- 3.84 (105k ratings)
Critical reception
- The book has a high volume of reader ratings on Goodreads and is among Ella Maise's most popular titles.
- Reviewers frequently praised the slow-burn romance and grumpy-sunshine dynamic between the leads.
- Some readers criticized the long page count and the secret-keeping premise as drawbacks.
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