The Future of Our Past

Don't forget to remember me, alright?

She's already making the feast, Aaron. She's... perfect." [...] "Really? Jen! Get your ass in the kitchen and start making dinner. Julia is three hours behind you and she's already started!" I laughed out loud again when I heard Jenna's response in the background. "You get your ass dressed. The turkey will be served at McFarland's Corner of 15th and Nichols. Bring your wallet, asshole.

As long as you want me, i'm yours.

I cried myself to sleep every one of those nights you went out. I was in hell, praying for daylight when you'd be with me and not them

She was the most beautiful thing in my life and my mind had settled long ago that she always would be. I loved her so much I could barely wrap my mind around it. It was like the sun being the center of the universe, the planets all held captive around it, unable to break free of the pull and unable to sustain without its magnificence. She was my sun, the absolute center of my universe.

i love you, do you hear me? I can't breathe without you.

I miss you every second we're apart. It doesn't matter where i am.

Well, it is my soul that's been stolen...and my heart.

You're so damn perfect you shouldn't even exist. Just...look at you.

You know i'm going to marry you, right? I'm not fucking around. You're it for me.

Hi, this is Julia. I'm sorry i'm not able to take your call right now, but please leave your deets and i'll get right back to you. Um....if this is Ryan, i'm thinking of you this very minute and i love you.

This isn't how i wanted to do this, Julia...but yes. i'll let you go to Paris but only with this on your finger.

I love you. I know i say it too much, but now that i can, i can't stop.

If there is anything i am thankful for on any day...it's you.

He's amazing, Ellie. I thought i knew how incredible he was, but he's even more to me now. I never thought i could love him more then i already did...but i just...do.

But i do love her more. She's amazing. Innocent, yes, but so damn passionate. It's like we're one person and we instinctively know what the other needs. The love she has for me seeps right into my skin whenever she touches me, Aaron. It's that intense. Being with her was like nothing i've ever experienced in my life.

I could be surrounded by a hundred people and i'd still be alone. As long as Julia wasn't with me...i was alone.

Baby...i can't tell you how much i love you right now. My chest feels like it's going to explode, it hurts so much.

I should have known. You were always so good to me. I was blinded by my love for you.

The way she affected me, how much i loved her...it was like my life-force. Consuming and endless.

You could be going to the moon and i'd still love you. I want to remember every moment of tonight; to savor every touch.

I do feel it, Ryan. I know how much you love me. I don't deserve you.

You are special. That's why i didn't make moves on you before. I didn't see you the same way i saw other women. You were so much more.

This is my life. This is going to be my life. My life with Julia.

If I searched a hundred years, I couldn’t find the words to tell you how you make me feel…or how much I love you. Do you know that?

But…I’m so glad we’re us now. I love you.

No. I’ll never be ready to leave you.

You are my heart. The most beautiful and precious thing in my world. Don’t forget that.

I;ll always put up with you, my love. Forever. You can't get rid of me.