Infamous
Quotes from the Book
Boys will be boys.” I hate that phrase, the lame excuse for predator behavior.
Everyone is capable of horrible things. It just depends on how bad a day gets.
Beauty and talent can be as much of a blessing as they can be a curse. An apple doesn’t fall far from the tree.
They say knowledge is power. They don’t tell you how powerful it is at destroying people.
When we are born with a talent, it can become a curse.
guys. You fall for the wrong ones.
True evil is not taught, I wrote in my novel. True evil is natural born.
The best thing about heartbreak is that it often helps you see the truth in all its ugly colors. It hurts
Our present is often a collage of our past deeds.
Punishment is white. Revenge is red. Mine was bloody-black.”- Iliana Xander, Love, Mom
The worst thing about heartbreak is that, sometimes, it makes you do unspeakable things.
You don’t know that glass is broken if you don’t hear it break. Even when you see it, it still doesn’t fully register in your mind. But when you step on it, oh, then you feel it. That’s the moment of truth. Feeling is how reality makes itself known. Pain is its ultimate manifestation.
That’s the moment of truth. Feeling is how reality makes itself known. Pain is its ultimate manifestation.
I am soon to be a co-parent with the girl I’m supposed to marry.
Don’t let the boys ruin that. They always want to get their sticky hands on pretty things like you. Boys will be boys.” I hate that phrase, the lame excuse for predator behavior.
Sometimes, to understand your present, you have to look into the past.
You remind me of a girl from school, when I was fifteen or so. She liked to play with fire, that one. Check this out, guys, so this girl—
Punishment is white. Revenge is red. Mine was bloody-black.
I keep reading the next part of the letter. At least
Did you know?
- The novel is a self-published psychological thriller released in 2024.
- Its title comes from a recurring diary line, "Want to know a secret? Love, Mom."
- The mysterious letters Mackenzie receives are signed "From #1 fan. XOXO."
- The story is told across alternating timelines using short chapters.
- The book became an Amazon bestseller after its release.
About Iliana Xander
About the book
"Love, Mom" is a fast-paced psychological thriller by Iliana Xander, published in 2024. It follows Mackenzie Casper, a college student living in the shadow of her late mother, a world-renowned thriller writer. On the day of her mother's memorial service, Mackenzie receives the first of a series of mysterious envelopes signed "From #1 fan. XOXO," containing pages of her mother's diary that open with the line "Want to know a secret? Love, Mom." The letters pull Mackenzie into investigating long-buried family secrets surrounding her mother's life and death.
The novel uses short chapters and alternating timelines that shift between the present and events roughly two decades earlier. Its central concerns include grief and trauma, the slippery nature of literary fame, obsession and deception, and questions of identity and nature versus nurture. The diary-letter structure gradually reframes what Mackenzie, and the reader, believe to be true about her family.
Released in late 2024, the book became a popular self-published thriller and an Amazon bestseller, building a substantial readership. Reception has been mixed: many readers praise its twisty, propulsive, hard-to-put-down pacing, while critics fault the prose and find some plot turns predictable or implausible. It is frequently noted for a midpoint identity twist that recontextualizes the story.
Key characters
- Mackenzie CasperCollege student investigating her late mother's secrets
- Elizabeth CasperMackenzie's mother, a bestselling thriller author writing under a pen name
- Ben CasperMackenzie's father, entangled in the family's deception
- EJMackenzie's best friend
Book details
- First published
- 2024
- Author
- Iliana Xander
- Genre
- Thriller
- Goodreads rating
- 4.18 (210k ratings)
Critical reception
- Many readers praised the book as twisty and fast-paced.
- Some reviewers criticized the writing and found certain plot developments predictable or implausible.
- The novel became an Amazon bestseller.
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