I Fell in Love With Hope
Quotes from the Book
My point is that a leaf knows it’s important at all moments of its life, even when its broken. People always forget that a rough day, a bad year, doesn’t equal a bad life.
You be the flood--- I'll be your boat.
The only way out is through.
Let's write our story, so no one can take it away.
You see, you see when a story stops being told, when the news no longer televises, when the false memory thinks its true is it still, in fact truth?
Do you understand now (reader)? There is someone out there rooting for you. You are not alone, in any Forest. You there, hello, bonjour, hola— we are rooting, cheering for you to live & thrive.
Sorrow is no one's fault.
Stories keep the world intact. Storytelling predates the written word by more than 3,000 years. Fairy Tales, specifically, have always protested against societal constraints & commented on the human condition. Fairy Tales offer whimsy & truth - the whimsy makes us brave & the truth points us in the right direction.
You don't show empathy towards those who willfully hurt you.
We need to remember that the mind is still a mind, floating like a newborn cloud or bird wings drowning in hardened chocolate. My point is that a leaf knows it’s important, at all moments of its life even when it is broken. People always forget that a rough day, a bad year— doesn’t equal a bad life.
The ones you love, don’t leave— they just come back different.
It starts in the middle not the beginning or the end- stories start in the middle.
Remember you don't have to be brave, you lived, you are (both) already bravery itself.
Now, I am the reason no one gets to smile again.
Sometimes I wish I hadn’t said that, now I wish I’d said, Tell me more, help me understand.
The boys’ hands hold me under, my ears pop & my eyes add water to the flood as the boys waterfall hateful words at me.
I am always wishing for October 32, & everyone else is stepping forward. Moving forward. Racing forward into November.
Snow White is being bruised by apples— when she used to be the apple of everyone’s eye.
God blistered & bothered in the stars saying, How about a mind plague for humankind? We could call it Clinical Depression. Then they handed it out, like spoiled candy.
11 minutes felt like 11 hours sometimes sorrow is like that
sometimes your own mind will unroot you.
You know, Frankenstein thought himself a god saying, I’ll make a human. God blistered & bothered in the stars saying, How about a mind plague for humankind? We could call it Clinical Depression.
We destroy the villains & save all the flowers.
I am so tired I have to convince myself to take each breath.
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About Amber McBride
About the book
They Both Die at the End meets The Bell Jar in this haunting, beautiful young adult novel-in-verse about clinical depression and healing from trauma, from National Book Award Finalist Amber McBride.
Whimsy is back in the hospital for treatment of clinical depression. When she meets a boy named Faerry, she recognizes they both have magic in the marrow of their bones. And when Faerry and his family move to the same street, the two start to realize that their lifelines may have twined and untwined many times before.
They are both terrified of the forest at the end of Marsh Creek Lane.
The Forest whispers to Whimsy. The Forest might hold the answers to the part of Faerry he feels is missing. They discover the Forest holds monsters, fairy tales, and pain that they have both been running from for 11 years.
Book details
- First published
- 2023
- Author
- Amber McBride
- Genre
- Literature
- Goodreads rating
- 3.83 (6k ratings)
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