It's Lonely at the Centre of the Earth

You're going to spend infinitely more time being dead than alive, so it's probably best to make peace with it while you can.

And maybe that 'something' is a piece of my stupid little soul trapped in a book with very divisive reviews on Goodreads!

But if you could ask God for the answers, would his response make you happy?

maybe she never really wanted to kill herself. Sometimes it felt like a performance, a performance for no audience, but it felt like acting nonetheless.

Enjoy those peaceful few seconds before you remember your own name. It's usually downhill from there.

So I thought - Why not see being suicidal as some kind of power? If I'm not doing whatever I want, I may as well be dead. I can take risks that other people can't. Total disregard for my own life means that I get to be completely irresponsible.

that's the problem with flirting with the idea of something, sometimes you fall in