Mayhem
Quotes from the Book
It's strange how different we all appear to who we really are.
Everyone has secrets, Lou,” she says. “Everyone should be allowed their secrets. You can never know everything about a person. You’d go mad trying to.
There's no right and wrong with feelings. There is only what there is.
Secrets, secrets, secrets. People are filled to the brim with them if you look closely.
It's not that difficult, I want to say. People cheat all the time. The reasons are always selfish and base, it's the excuses we make that are complicated.
There’s no right and wrong with feelings. There is only what there is.” She
A home needs to be filled with love, and some houses--her own, as it had been, included--don't have enough heat in their love to warm them.
An ending and a beginning now knotted up forever. He expected the hues of the world to change to reflect that, but the earth and heavens remained the same muted shades, and there was no tremble of anger from the trees. No weeping whisper of wind. No siren wailed in the distance. The woods were just the woods, and the dirt was just the dirt.
Then she said that truth was all relative. Truth often came down to what is the most believable version of events.
I was his practice wife, I realize. Adam and I were his practice family. When the story of his life is spun, we will simply be the early threads. We will not be the color.
The past is as ephemeral as the future—it’s all perspective and smoke and mirrors.
...people don't ever really trust each other enough to not have doubts. No one ever truly thinks the best of anyone else.
When the story of his life is spun, we will simply be the early threads. We will not be the color.
Did you know?
- The novel was published on 23 January 2017.
- It was marketed with the viral hashtag #WTFThatEnding, referring to its divisive final twist.
- Netflix adapted the book as a six-episode limited series that premiered on 17 February 2021.
- The story is told through multiple perspectives, including Louise in the present and Adele across two timelines.
- Lucid dreaming is a central plot device in the novel.
About Sarah Pinborough
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About the book
"Behind Her Eyes" is a psychological thriller by English author Sarah Pinborough, published in 2017. It follows Louise, a divorced single mother working as a secretary, who shares a charged encounter with a man in a bar only to discover on Monday that he is David, her new, and very married, boss. Complicating matters further, Louise strikes up an unlikely friendship with David's wife, Adele, and finds herself pulled into the couple's orbit, sensing that something about their outwardly perfect marriage is deeply wrong.
The novel alternates perspectives and timelines, contrasting Louise's present-day entanglement with the story of Adele's past, and probes themes of obsession, control, gaslighting, and the hidden interiors of a marriage. Pinborough builds unease through the mismatch between David's controlling behavior and Adele's fearful compliance, keeping the reader guessing about who is the victim and who the manipulator.
The book became a word-of-mouth sensation, marketed with the hashtag #WTFThatEnding in reference to its notorious late twist, which divided readers and critics alike. Its commercial success led to a 2021 Netflix limited series adaptation, and the novel is frequently cited as a standout example of the domestic-thriller genre.
Key characters
- LouiseDivorced single mother and secretary drawn into David and Adele's marriage
- DavidLouise's married new boss, a psychiatrist
- AdeleDavid's beautiful, seemingly fragile wife who befriends Louise
- RobA friend from Adele's past connected to her history of lucid dreaming
Book details
- First published
- 2017
- Length
- 320 pages
- Reading time
- 6 hours
- Author
- Sarah Pinborough
- Genre
- Fiction
- Goodreads rating
- 3.78 (223k ratings) →
Movie & TV adaptations
- IMDb
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