A Conjuring of Light
Quotes from the Book
Books, she has found, are a way to live a thousand lives--or to find strength in a very long one.
What is a person, if not the marks they leave behind?
...it is sad, of course, to forget. But it is a lonely thing, to be forgotten. To remember when no one else does.
Three words, large enough to tip the world. I remember you.
A dreamer,” scorns her mother. “A dreamer,” mourns her father. “A dreamer,” warns Estele. Still, it does not seem such a bad word.
What she needs are stories. Stories are a way to preserve one's self. To be remembered. And to forget. Stories come in so many forms: in charcoal, and in song, in paintings, poems, films. And books. Books, she has found, are a way to live a thousand lives—or to find strength in a very long one.
There is a defiance in being a dreamer
Because time is cruel to all, and crueler still to artists. Because visions weakens, and voices wither, and talent fades.... Because happiness is brief, and history is lasting, and in the end... everyone wants to be remembered
Blink and you’re twenty-eight, and everyone else is now a mile down the road, and you’re still trying to find it, and the irony is hardly lost on you that in wanting to live, to learn, to find yourself, you’ve gotten lost.
Blink, and the years fall away like leaves.
Nothing is all good or all bad,” she says. “Life is so much messier than that.
Stories are a way to preserve one's self. To be remembered. And to forget.
Take a drink every time you hear you’re not enough. Not the right fit. Not the right look. Not the right focus. Not the right drive. Not the right time. Not the right job. Not the right path. Not the right future. Not the right present. Not the right you. Not you. (Not me?) There’s just something missing. From us. What could I have done? Nothing. It’s just… (Who you are.) I didn’t think we were serious. (You’re just too… …sweet. …soft. …sensitive.) I just don’t see us ending up together. I met someone. I’m sorry It’s not you. Swallow it down. We’re not on the same page. We’re not in the same place. It’s not you. We can’t help who we fall in love with. (And who we don’t.) You’re such a good friend. You’re going to make the right girl happy. You deserve better. Let’s stay friends. I don’t want to lose you. It’s not you. I’m sorry.
Don't you remember, she told him then, when you were nothing but shadow and smoke? Darling, he'd said in his soft, rich way, I was the night itself.
Being forgotten, she thinks, is a bit like going mad. You begin to wonder what is real, if you are real. After all, how can a thing be real if it cannot be remembered?
Do you know how to live three hundred years?” she says. And when he asks how, she smiles. “The same way you live one. A second at a time.
His heart has a draft. It lets in light. It lets in storms. It lets in everything.
But this is how you walk to the end of the world. This is how you live forever. Here is one day, and here is the next, and the next, and you take what you can, savor every stolen second, cling to every moment, until it’s gone.
But a life without art, without wonder, without beautiful things—she would go mad. She has gone mad.
That time always ends a second before you’re ready. That life is the minutes you want minus one.
It is just a storm, he tells himself, but he is tired of looking for shelter. It is just a storm, but there is always another waiting in its wake.
The old gods may be great, but they are neither kind nor merciful. They are fickle, unsteady as moonlight on water, or shadows in a storm. If you insist on calling them, take heed: be careful what you ask for, be willing to pay the price. And no matter how desperate or dire, never pray to the gods that answer after dark.
You know,” she’d said, “they say people are like snowflakes, each one unique, but I think they’re more like skies. Some are cloudy, some are stormy, some are clear, but no two are ever quite the same.
And there in the dark, he asks if it was really worth it. Were the instants of joy worth the stretches of sorrow? Were the moments of beauty worth the year of pain? And she turns her head, and looks at him, and says 'Always.
I am stronger than your god and older than your devil. I am the darkness between stars, and the roots beneath the earth. I am promise, and potential, and when it comes to playing games, i divine the rules, I set the pieces, and I choose when to play.
Do not mistake this kindness. I simply want to be the one who breaks you.
I remember seeing that picture and realizing that photographs weren’t real. There’s no context, just the illusion that you’re showing a snapshot of a life, but life isn’t snapshots, it’s fluid. So photos are like fictions. I loved that about them. Everyone thinks photography is truth, but it’s just a very convincing lie.
Adeline has decided she would rather be a tree, like Estele. If she must grow roots, she would rather be left to flourish wild instead of pruned, would rather stand alone, allowed to grow beneath the open sky.
March is such a fickle month. It is the seam between winter and spring—though seam suggests an even hem, and March is more like a rough line of stitches sewn by an unsteady hand, swinging wildly between January gusts and June greens. You don’t know what you’ll find, until you step outside.
I would rather see clouds blot out the stars
She is better than strong whiskey on a cold night. Better than anything he’s felt in ages.
You can have my soul when I don't want it anymore.
And by the time I manage the line, I fear I've lost its meaning.
And Adeline understands — and still does not understand at all — feels as if she's being punished for simply growing up.
Live long enough, and people open up like books. Robbie is a romance novel. A tale of broken hearts. He is so clearly lovesick
And as for god, if all it takes is a flair for drama and a bit of golden trim… he flicks his fingers and suddenly the buttons on his coat, the buckles on his shoes, the trim on his waistcoat are no longer black but gilded, burnished stars against a moonless night. But this is the difference between us Adeline, I will always answer.
And what of Heaven?” asked Adeline. “Heaven is a nice spot in the shade, a broad tree over my bones.
it is sad, of course, to forget. But it is a lonely thing, to be forgotten.
Las palabras duelen, incluso mientras las piensa, pues el juego da paso a una necesidad, a un sentimiento demasiado genuino, demasiado peligroso.
No se te escapa la ironía de que por culpa de tu deseo a vivir, de aprender, de encontrarte a ti mismo. Has acabado perdido.
Did you know?
- The novel was first published on October 6, 2020 by Tor Books.
- It was a finalist for the 2021 Locus Award for Best Fantasy Novel.
- The book spent many consecutive weeks on the New York Times bestseller list.
- The story alternates between early-18th-century France and present-day New York City.
- A film adaptation was announced, with Augustine Frizzell attached to direct.
- Sections of the book are framed around works of art that Addie has secretly inspired across the centuries.
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About V.E. Schwab
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The Invisible Life of Addie LaRue is a fantasy novel by V.E. Schwab that follows a young Frenchwoman who, in 1714, strikes a desperate bargain with a dark, godlike entity to escape an unwanted marriage. She is granted freedom and immortality, but at a brutal price: everyone she meets forgets her the moment she is out of sight, and she can leave no permanent mark on the world. The narrative braids her three centuries of wandering with a present-day storyline in New York City, where she encounters Henry, a young bookseller who, impossibly, remembers her name.
At its heart the book is a meditation on memory, identity, and the human hunger to be seen and to leave a trace behind. Addie's curse turns ordinary acts of connection into something fragile and provisional, and Schwab uses her invisibility to reflect on how women have so often been written out of recorded history. Threaded throughout is a fascination with art and creativity as the one way Addie can smuggle herself into a culture built to forget her.
The novel was a major commercial success on release in October 2020, spending many weeks on the New York Times bestseller list and becoming one of Schwab's most popular books. Critics generally praised its lyrical prose and emotional ambition, with reviewers in outlets such as NPR and Slate highlighting its inventive premise and its themes of longing and legacy. It was a finalist for the 2021 Locus Award for Best Fantasy Novel.
Key characters
- Addie LaRueImmortal protagonist cursed to be forgotten by everyone she meets
- LucThe dark, godlike entity who grants Addie's bargain
- Henry StraussA young New York bookseller who inexplicably remembers Addie
Book details
- First published
- 2020
- Length
- 448 pages
- Reading time
- 9 hours
- Author
- V.E. Schwab
- Genre
- Fantasy
- Goodreads rating
- 4.16 (1.6M ratings)
Critical reception
- Spent many weeks on the New York Times bestseller list following its 2020 release.
- Finalist for the 2021 Locus Award for Best Fantasy Novel.
- NPR's review praised its inventive premise and its meditation on memory and art.
- Reviewers frequently noted Schwab's lyrical prose and the novel's emotional ambition.
The buzz
- NPRAddie LaRue Is Invisible, But Memorable2020Reads the novel as a story about art, memory, and longing to be remembered
- SlateIn The Invisible Life of Addie LaRue, Isolation Is a Curse. Literally.2020Explores the paradox of connection and legacy under eternal anonymity
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